I Don't Wanna Leave the House Today
Time marches, and cares nothing about whether you're able to catch your breath. It pushes you along against your wishes. Obligations. Work. Appointments. Social events. Everything drains your battery; and before your battery is even a quarter full, the routine kicks back up again.
I'm having one of those days right now, where all I want to do is wear PJs all day and do next to nothing. I'm tired. I'm irritated at everything. Every sound annoys me. I just want everything to stop for a minute. Maybe to just sit and play some silly video game all day like I am bedrotting in the 2000s. I should talk to my therapist.
The last thing I want to do is have responsibilities right now. I don't want to go to my dipshit job. Ran by dipshit people. I don't want to go into stupid fucking meetings where I get asked the same fucking question every time by people who don't fucking listen or have any god damn clue what I even do.
Sometimes I wonder if I just disappeared, how many people besides my family would even notice? I'm sure not long, but they'd probably only notice because my ass isn't glued to my chair as usual.
I'm aware I'm probably just burnt the hell out. Who isn't at this rate? We're all under the thumb of some overlord who insists upon their own legitimacy, and feels confident there's nothing we are gonna do about it. I'm starting to wonder if they're right.
I just wanna set /gamemode to spectator, just for one day. Is that too much to ask?
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